NIKKI PETHERICK

Lyrics

I had a plan at twenty-one
It fell apart, it came undone
Not sure what this life has planned for me
If I had a chance to do it over
I'd shun the devil on my shoulder
That was you, but what will be will be

I didn't know what I'd let myself in for
The day I let you let me break my own heart

Now I'm living with a secret
Turned into a curse
Living in the fast lane
Stuck here in reverse
Living with a dark cloud
Out here in the rain
Need to find a rainbow
To feel the sun again
Oh I'm living with a secret
I'm living with a secret

You always disagreed with me
You'd say that one and one makes three
Even now, that's always on my mind
You left me with your old pocket watch
The hours rolled by but the minutes stopped
Frozen by the cold you left behind

If I thought that it would make a difference
I'd tell you what was right and what was wrong

Now I'm living with a secret
Turned into a curse
Living in the fast lane
Stuck here in reverse
Living with a dark cloud
Out here in the rain
Need to find a rainbow
To feel the sun again
Oh I'm living with a secret
I'm living with a secret

If I ever see you in the distance
I hope I turn and walk the other way

I'm living with a secret
Turned into a curse
Living in the fast lane
Stuck here in reverse
Living with a dark cloud
Out here in the rain
Need to find a rainbow
To feel the sun again

I'm keeping all the memories
You can have the pain
After what you did to me
I'll never be the same
Maybe all the secrets
Don't have to be a curse
Time to move along now
I'm putting myself first
I'm living with a secret
I'm living with a secret
Oh I'm living with a secret